Frustrated...

Got this letter and i was excited. Read the RE: i thought we gonna get the house key soon.

And then bila baca sampai habis, huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...............................................

Musnah harapan aku nak pindah dalam masa terdekat ni. *Sob *Sob

A trip to down south.......

Trip dua hari je tapi penatnya, ampun! We went balik kampung in Pagoh je pun but F insisted that we stop by at Melaka bawa anak jalan-jalan. Bangun pepagi haruslah nak kejar sembahyang jumaat, kan. Exit kat Ayer Keroh mak datuk jem ya amat. Merangkak-rangkak kereta semua. Aku pun dah lama gila tak datang Melaka. Huhuhu... I miss Melaka! Lalu Ayer Keroh because nak pergi area Banda Hilir. We avoided Zoo Melaka, Crocodile Park, Butterfly Park and etc at Ayer Keroh because the place were damn packed with people. Orang beratur nak beli tiket melimpah2 ke jalan raya.

Sambil tuh mata pun duk melilau baca signboard. So far tak pernah sesat-sesat lagi tau. Kalau sesat sikit tuh adala tapi takde la jauh mana pun. Elok je by noon we reached Melaka and F headed to the state mosque for his Friday prayer, while Tihani and I lepaking outside the mosque. There were a bunch of mat rempit sleeping outside the guard house masa solat jumaat tuh. Hangat je aku tengok.

Lepas dah siap semua we all pun gerak ke Banda Hilir nak pi cari makanan. Makan kat gerai2 depan Dataran Pahlawan near Equatorial Hotel. Lain gila tempat nih. Dah lama tak mai sini. Dulu-dulu zaman MRSM outing selalu le gi Mahkota Parade ngan kengkawan. Pakai uniform MRSM lagi.

The three of us pegi area A Famosa. Amik-amik gambar bagai and were too lazy to get on foot. Alasan nak bawa Tihani naik beca. Ahaha.... sangat laa malas nak taip bebanyak. Esok-esok aku sambung. Adik aku datang tu. Lagipun berkurun nak download gambar.

nothing much on CNY day...

Thank you so much laa pada orang-orang yang sudi jadi a shoulder to cry on tuh. Relate to the entry below. Anyway, aku still tatau how to ease the pain away.... Sampai aku doa orang jahat itu biar mati accident. Huhuhu.... jahat aku nih tapi orang itu lagi evil. Kalau dah semua orang kat sini duk bercerita pasal dia, confirm 100% mmg dia evil. Yang aku bengang tahap dewa tuh dia sembur aku eventhough it wasn't my mistakes at all.

Aku malas nak menjawab sebab kalau aku melawan confirm la aku pun sama cam dia. What i did was scribbled all the f words in my notebook. Bak kata kawan aku dia tuh wh*re. Hahaha... jgn layan ngan dia. Tapi she will be around at least another fucking 4 years be4 retirement. Tuhlaa jadinya bila this teritory dipenuhi dengan orang-orang yang ada degree and she was far away from our standard cuma dia no. 1 rank but salary wise kami semua 41 dia 32. Tuh yang dia bengkek and dengki sangat tuh.... Sampaikan our ITP increases RM40 pun dia dengki. Memang miserable gila laa this lady boss.

On the other note, nothing much did i do on CNY. Wake up late! I thought of having mamak session berdua aje dengan my lil' girl. Since she said she is still full, so we get my car cleaned.

That uncle wearing cowboy hat tu basuh kete sangat laaa bagusnya. Almost 1 and a half hour to get it done. Vacuum, clean, wipe, polish, everything. Semua mak nenek celah-celah seat, bonet, tepi, atas, bawah habis di lapnya. Stereng pun dilapnya. Dengan paddle minyak, brek, gear semua habis ditenyeh. Siap sembur pewangi depan belakang. I give him two thumbs up laa. Tempat lapik kaki depan belakang semua dia letak surat khabar takut kotor. Almaklumlaaa... lapik kaki kereta ku itu warna light brown. Kang dapat cop tapak kasut free pulak Hehehe, with only RM7 memang berbaloi. So far ths is the cleanest car wash i ever experienced. Lelain tempat buat cincai je mau RM 8 or RM 10. So kengkawan, nak cuci kete pi Keramat ekk. depan Dawama. Siap promote free untuk Pak Cik Karim...

Tengah2 cuci kereta tuh boleh pulak si kenit tuh sakit perut bagai. Terpaksa laa cancel sesi menebeng kedai mamak terus shoot balik umah. Dibuatnya cirit birit tengah jalan tak ke naya. So balik umah terus masak-masak untuk lunch + dinner. Masak sekali harung senang. So we stay put in the house the rest of the day. aku nih dah lama dah berccita-cita nak pi jogging tapi tak pernah nya jadi. Diet plan pun agaknya tersangkut. Nak start herbalife pun cam slow je.

Aha, birthday pic pun x banyak sangat sebab bateri kamera kong lupa caj. Yang ada pun gambar sipi-sipi je. BIL banyak amik pic guna dia punya DSLR camera so have to wait for him lor. Tu entry lenkali laa... Celcom ari nih ada sengal slow cam siput lak.

We'll be heading down south tomorrow for a short break over the weekend. Mr. F said gonna stop by at Melaka before heading to Muar. Ok, laa kan. dari terperuk je kat umah ni. MIL hint nak makan the infamous mee bandung muo. The bestest i would say is dekat Tangkak belakang bus stand. Tapi MIL mesti insist kat Tanjung Agas punya.... Kang esok2 pegi i snap2 foto.

Aku nih sungguh laa boring. Balik-balik cuti-cuti mesia. Orang itu duk sakan tour Singapore. Orang ini pun will be leaving Singapore for good end of this month. Good laa for their career enhancement. Aku gak duk takat nih je. My colleague and i ada plan nak across the border at least middle August tapi berdua aje. A bit pricey laa kan. At least kalo berempat tuh just nice le nak beraktiviti nih.

So, Happy Chinese New Year, peeps! C ya later................

Life is difficult....

I'm sad and i have no one to talk to.

My girl turns 3 yrs old today....

Oh, well. Anakku dah besar. Dah masuk 3 tahun. Dah pandai macam-macam. Suka menyanyi, suka menari, suka bercakap, suka tv ads, etc. Ayahnya nak juga buat birthday utk anak dara dia tuh so aku ikut je laaa. Tolong-tolong mana yang patut. Ok laaa, kan!

To my ever dearest Tihani, hope u will be a good daughter (anak yang solehah) to me, to your dad and to people around you. Eventhough u always throw a tantrum and being mischiveuos most of the time, but we love u so much.

Now, she fancy barbie stuff to the max. It started with barbie doll that she begged me to buy for her at Isetan a couple of months ago. Siap ada stroller kecik mainan nak sorong barbie tuh. Continued with barbie school bag and she demanded to wear Barbie dress label for her party. Sampaikan kek pun nak suh letak barbie pinky kat atas tuh. Maap laa ye, nak.... Orang kedai kek tak sempat nak buat. Siap dia duk bagi klu bagai kat nenek dia nak barbie house one whole set..... Anak aku nih memang laaaa.... Mak long dia bagi present Barbie stationaries. Seronok sakan..

Aku ingat nak bagi hadiah paling istimewa kat anak aku sorang nih nampaknya tak jadi. Dia pun duk gebang sana sini kat umah pengasuh cerita pasal baby. Aku buat self check tapi it turn out negative. Tak dak rezeki lagi. Aku ok je. Biar kawan-kawan je on dulu, kan Sha! Dia dah nak masuk tiga. Member-member lain pun paling koman dah dua, hehehe! Takpe, aku banyak lagi agenda belum settle. Kena settle satu-satu. Lepas pindah umah baru, nanti aku try to conceive.