Diet and Tired!!!!

Macam tak percaya hari ni i just ate laksa and kuetiau goreng sikit. Nasi ...... nada! Tapi kesannya me pening kepala. I always like this. If i refrain myself from eating or i eat less, mesti macm pening kepala. Kenaling weih! Sebab tu lah nak kurus bukannya senang. One thing 4 sure i can't live without nescafe. Memanglah tak bagus asyik minum nescafe je tapi addicted.

Hohoho, starting next week we shift to our new building. Meaning keje pagi. Susah tu nak tune my working schedule because macam dah terbiasa bangun lambat. Lagi satu kan, kalo keje pagi balik tgh hari masa rehat panjang and the best thing to do is SLEEP. Asik tido je mau naik berat badan. The last my body mass was 46kg. Tatau maintain ke atau naik lagi sebab dah lama tak timbang. My project nak jogging berjaya sekali je. Tuh pun sempat seround je sebab Tihani duk nyibuk. Tension sungguh. Hopefully dengan kepenatan menjaga my boy berat turunlah.

Oh well! Now i know the feeling yang Teh selalu ngomel2 lam blog dia tentang kepenatan jaga Adam. Yeah, handling baby boy dua kali ganda penat daripada jaga baby girl. Tihani dulu idak le gini lasaknya. Si firdaus nih merangkak style ulat beluncas sebab he can't crawl properly yet satu umah ditawafnya. Belum kira air liur dia merembes sepanjang perjalanan dia tuh.

Seriusly i need a helper. Hubby refused to have an indo maid. Takde privacy katanya. Pegi mana-mana kena angkut. Lagipun umah kecik je. Balik-balik pusing muka maid je nampak. Betul jugak. Then, lately i selalu kena work on Saturday. Pengasuh Tihani and Daus selalu out on Saturday/Sunday to settle their things so i just don't want to disturb them. My colleague sorang dah amik maid while the other one in process.

I still can handle it at the moment eventhough i keep bugging hubby saying how tired i am, i don't get enough sleep due to wake up a few times at night , etc but what if my application for master is accepted?? I still have to travel almost every week just like my colleague did. Macam mana ekk???